I just wanna sleep forever, or the equivalent.

I wish sometimes people would ask me how I’m feeling, I’m always helping them. But maybe that’s the thing, if I keep telling them the things I need to hear aswell it will give the impression that I’m okay. Because I’m afraid if someone asks what the outcome will be, suppressing the evil that will eventually take over. I don’t need anyone else to be involved in what goes on in my head.